Man, I surely do miss a lot of my old friends. Though this is probably normal, friends come and friends go and there are few who stay forever or at least for a very long time.
Still there are many people I’d like to hang out with again. Just, either we didn’t talk together in ages or it’s plain weird to talk to them because of the time that passed.
And sometimes I simply don’t feel good enough or I feel like I suck and that’s why the contact stopped. Simply because I’m an awful friend though I try and work on being a good one and being there for anybody who needs me.
It’s almost as if it was a lot easier back a few years ago. Now looking at the old pictures from old meet ups and happy days I only get sad.
I could really use a fresh new start in another city because here there’s barely anything or anybody to keep me here. Not even a handful of people.